Last Sunday Mike and
Mindy and I were at his parents house flipping through about 700 channels of nothing and for about 45 minutes watched a documentary on 9/11. It brought back a lot of memories and was fitting since in a couple days it will be the 6 year anniversary since the attacks on the world trade center and the pentagon. I'm going to be traveling in Maine but wanted to drop a post for anyone who reads this. I remember back 6 years ago feeling many emotions, mostly bad, but also needed to express them in some way. So I wrote a poem. Now I'm no poet but below is what I wrote pretty much the day after the attacks. I hope whoever reads it likes it.
"I watched" I watched as the world stood still. I watched nightmares become real. I watched as a nameless little girl with an all to familiar face, searched for her daddy. I watched ash and smoke and metal and dust and bodies and dreams and futures fall to the ground. I watched in a daze. I watched as fear became hope became grief became anger. And I watched that anger. I watched fourteen hours of Peter Jennings. I watched no commercials. I watched as people we're all of a sudden alone. I watched my teacher cry for his son. I watched real heroes. Die. and Fight. I watched people love people, people hate people, and people lose people. I watched as people walked, simply walked, towards any daylight. I watched with the world. I watched as people unexpectedly had to say goodbye. I watched and wondered when again, will Freedom Reign. I watched cause that's all I could do. I was afraid to watch, but terrified not to. I watched as human kind was tested. I watched Prayers. Tears. Screams. I watched. And for the first time in my life, I watched the word "War," used with a terrible realness. I still watched. On September Eleventh, Two Thousand One. I watched another day go down in infamy. Freedom. ~Thomas Stover. Now I don't live my life in the best or cleanest way and there are things I regret every day. But in all honesty and sincerity, I thank anyone who chose to do what is right when given the option to do what is easy. And to all the military folks I know, and you know who you are, including the soldiers I see coming and going on my weekly flights. Thank You.
-TS